monophonic kills

oh shit.

2006-03-11T12:17:00.000+08:00

music 9mm Parabellum Bullet ; Beautiful Target

So it's been a long time. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for neglecting this! Oh god. I've been so attached to my livejournal, I can say that I was bord of blogger for a while. But hey, now I'm back, cause since Pete Wentz can keep 387410974 blogs, so can I.

So a recollection for the past three months:
- 1st January : ... happy new year? Didn't do anything.

- 7th January : My birthday! I had a small gathering with my closest friends, and we had a nice choc banana cake with spaghetti for our lunch! And oh, Amir nanda came wearing black & pink stripes. That's ace.

- 18th February : ICT DAY! Before that I had been attending "classes" in KDU with the rest of the Interactor DJs in order to garner up more mad skillzzzz for our DJing stint. Okay, so we get a lot of new tongue twisters, that's cool. I sound like I should be the voice of an advertisement. That's cooler. Gerard and Nizam, two KDUrians (haha)were really nice and it was fun playing around in the mini-radio station with them! On that day though, all of us were really unprepared and all that jazz, so we sort of screwed up the opening. Shannon and I had to be the Malay DJs. Shit. Total shit I tell you. Haha. And OMGZORZZZ DINA FROM MALAYSIAN IDOL WAS IN OUR BOOTH YOU GUYZ TEEHEE! Well yeah, but it was cool, especially when we were fighting with the TMNet guys with our soundsystem. We managed to cover up all requests, amazingly! & who the hell requested Something Corporate's Konstantine? We don't have time to play that 9 minutes song especially on a hectic, CARNIVALOUS (cool, new word) DAY!

- Some week in March : Exams! I have the right to say that I was pretty confident. Especially in Chemistry. Wtf, Chemistry? What have you done? I hate you the most, and yet I was confident in you the most? Crazy shit. And Biology, oh Biology, I like you the most because we get to learn about scapulas and yet the paper (almost, I suppose) killed me. I is doomed. Especially for Modern Maths. ;_:

- Right now in March : HOLIDAYS! I want to lounge around with glee. Except I have a terrible headache and stomacheache now.

Anyway, let's plug around! I welcome the new ghei boi from SMKDU(haha) in the blogging scene, ReadMing! Shut up you bird (yes I'm stealing this from you), you are ghei. Not gay, but ghei. With a h-e-i. Ghei.

My mum's in Shanghai until the coming Wednesday. Lucky her! :( & hey, G, DEATH NOTE THE MOVIE LOOKS FANTASTICABULOUS. UGHGUHGH THE TRAILER I CAN SEE L'S EYES WOOOO and o hay sup Raito's room.

New layout soon. :D

woah-oh-oh-oh.

2005-12-21T23:30:00.000+08:00

music We Are Scientists : Nobody Move, Nobody Get Hurt

You know it's bad when I don't know what to write for the title and just a motion of people going "woah-oh-oh-oh" in accordance with the song I'm listening to now.

I fail to watch King Kong this time around, but soon, people, I will go and fangirl about Mr Adrien Brody on the big screen. Soon. If I have the time and the opportunity to get the bloody ticket. Mhmm. So I went and watch Perhaps Love instead. & lemme say that it's Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind having intervals with a musical. Because the whole musical fiasco is not spread throughout the movie and the character's lives, but it only occurs during the filming of a musical inside the movie. So no awkward, "ok people, let's sing a song and have a random group of people dancing for us now!" and all that dangdut. The Eternal Sunshine bits arrived when the recollection of the memoir hits, the tapes of recorded confessions, and finding a lost lover (who had erased the memory of him on her own. hmm). Another thing that makes me like the movie is the cinematography in which the shots are all taken beautifully. Except the part when the dude falls. Damn, horrendous CG there.

I like the song "Crossroad" off the movie. You know, the infamous one that goes "ai, may yao. hen, may yao" thing. Uhuh.

I'm liking the manga Shaman King a lot.

I'LL WRITE MORE LATERZ ok.

2005-12-13T11:53:00.000+08:00

music Furniture : I Am Ying

Just so you now, my site is really lonely and it needs some revamp. So I will give it a huge renovation soon enough. I've been lacking motivations over everything, eih?

I watched Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, The Witch & The Wardrobe the other day with Dina. I love it, & I like it better than GOF. Eventhough the pacing was really slow and I was really annoyed by Susan. But I tried my best to not to compare it to LOTR, but I know that there are some spaces here and there that could be improved. IT FOLLOWED THE BOOK. So I think I'm going to watch it again soon. Besides, Edmund/Skandar Keynes makes me feel like a semi-pedo, but that's because he's one year younger than me. Who cares man, these kids look better (& dress better too) than the Harry Potter kids during their premiere, with the long hair and all that jazz.

Movies to watch:
Perhaps Love: because I'm stuck with that "huh, mei yao!" part.
KING KONG: it's the Brody we're talking about, baby.

My sleep cycle is done for. Today I slept for 3 hours and now I'm really wide awake. I bought all of my school books and I'm so excited for school, and yet so displeased at the idea of waking up. Not only that, SMKDU just got a face lift. One side, it's okay, the other side, it's terrible. THE FOUNTAIN IS GONE!

I don't really feel like going to Rock The World now.

2005-12-08T20:23:00.000+08:00

I'm not feeling well, and my eyes are still red.

mmmmarche is goot.

2005-12-04T00:38:00.000+08:00

music Metric : Empty

Just so you know, I had my lunch in Marche with Mom and Azim. It's the first time I've been there, and so I was really awkward with the whole procedure. But I love the place! It's like a mini market with fresh food and no worms in the salad. I took the pasta Azim with fried udon noodles, and mother with smoked salmon salad in which Azim and I took another one because the salmon was so gooooooot :3 I like the whole place, and I'm going to go and eat there as always. Mom is planning to go again next week, so yay! :D

I finished reading HP & the Half Blood Prince, and I was so dissapointed with it. I'm dissapoint in everything that JK Rowling had protrayed. Especially when Fleur turned out to be some typical visage of a preppy French girl. & the way she wrote about how Harry feels his crush towards someone was very cliche and doesn't really engage you to feel the same like he did. And the way that someone died was very, well, in the words of Marisa, mati katak. I mean, that's it? Eventhough it's a pity that he's no longer in the series. I'm thinking Harry'll be next.

Azim put up a lot of random surveys and forced me to fill it. I will, soon. Or maybe after this. I don't know. Haha. Tomorrow I'm going to Dina's house and the morning breakfast will be eggs. Mmm. Suddenly my earphones are in good condition, speaker-wise. Now I can actually hear all the small glitches and synthesizers and the sound of the bass clearer in every song. Kewliez.

I'm updating with boring entries, aren't I?

nothing much now

2005-11-30T15:21:00.000+08:00

music Tokyo Jihen : Jusui Negai

Sorry for not updating for a long time! Uhm I watched Goblet of Fire again, so it's twice, but I guess it's enough for now. And seriously, Cedric is gay.

So anyway, November's ending, and no I didn't finish Nanowrimo. I failed myself ;_; Since a lot of people have been asking me to post it all up, in which I am rather embarrassed to show them the unfinished and also showing them the rush. But maybe I will do post it up in my nanoblog soon enough. I am thinking of continuing it some days now, so be happy! ANyway, I sent Inkyhands a piece, which is The Postal Service, and it got accepted. So now all I have to do is to think of a good way of trying to write a brief bio about myself. Huh.

Actually, I am beginning to lack in the mood of blogging, so I'm sorry that this will be a short update. I probably will update a longer one later at night. :)

i shall not regret i shall not regret.

2005-11-24T15:46:00.000+08:00

music Tokyo Jihen : Sounan (Disaster)

UHm, no I didn't go to yesternight's Architecture In Helsinki gig in Zouk. My mother didn't let me, and besides, I never had any choices for a chaperon that my mum trusts truly until Pojam knew that he could go by the very last minute. Which was a bit too late.

But anyway, rephrase what I wrote as the title again and again and again. T_T

I watched Goblet of Fire the other day, with my sister. And I daresay to say this, that I do enjoy the movie. I was not much of a rabid Harry Potter follower, but I do watched all the movies and read all the books (except book six, ha). Maybe I don't really go for HP for whatever message they have indepth, or maybe I'm just a bit tired of J.K. Rowling's simplicity when it comes to writing. Bleh, who knows.
But anyway, back to the movie. The direction of the movie is better than the last three because it did make me feel sattisfied despite not following the book at times. It was a bit lacking in referring to the time of the events, as it heavily, heavily stressed on the tournament, enabling the viewers to think that it's just a matter of 3 months? Yeah. They didn't show SPEW!!

Character wise, I think Voldemort skips around alot. From my lj, [I expected him to be taller and he glides around with an air of, "look at me, I am teh Dark Lord and now all of you shall bow down to my greatness of gliding!" but no here he is being all happy and like, "ooh come Harry let's fight with me! Weee!". But there's the option that he was just revived from the dead, so, yeah. Not only that, during his rebirth scene (which was bearing a very striking resemblance to Alien), the tune of that Eminem's song that goes, "guess who's back, back again?" was repeating itself in my head. Not good news.]
Dan's improved in acting, and Rupert's more natural as Ron in this movie than before. While Emma was being too drama queen-ish. And the glory of the twins!!! Fleur was portrayed as being so useless, I pity her. Krum reminds me of my brother-in-law, so maybe that's why my eldest sis likes him. And of course, Cedric Diggory *giggle giggle giggle* I swear, he defines Slash. Because let me ask you a question:

How many of you saw how Cedric was lying his head onto another boy's lap just before Harry went up to him in the courtyard? I did, and SLASH TIME.

AAnyway, I'm going to watch it again tomorrow. Ha, go me.

speaking of better days of no nano-ing D:

2005-11-19T22:29:00.000+08:00

music Mew : Shiroi Kuchibiruno Izanai

crossposted from my lj.

It's been like what, 3 or 4 days? and the novel did not even move after 22,000 words. Maybe I'm beginning to laze around a lot, but that's nt true as I did open the bloody file on Microsoft Word everytime I decided to and I did try to concentrate, but I figured that my novel has taken a route that needs a long time for me to adjust to with. It's not just something that I should use for racing with time to reach 50k words! But, you know, I guess I'll just have to push myself and force myself to reach 50k, but I doubt that I'll finish the whole novel in time (because I can predict that the length is as a normal book of 300+ pages of small words. Or less. Or more. Eh). But, you know, just so.

My mother amazingly gave us support (but I did not dare to tell her about my whole plotline, just the basic premise of one MC's side of story, like "uhhhh this girl is in search of her brother" and did not tell about the other MC. Azim actually printed out a copy and let people read), and asked us to continue on. Us meaning Azim and I. Azim was already determined to drop the whole thing off, eventhough her novel is moving quite well, but at the moment ideas were not that thrilled to her, yaknow?

Anyway, daily life stuff:
+ watching GOF this Monday with my sister. We forgot that we have to book the tickets 3 days earlier than the day that we wished to see, so. Yeah.

+ My brother is playing the game King Kong which is filled with those scary dinasours and cute looking maggots but not so cuddly when it's near and also screaming funny looking dinasours coming out from nowhere. But, hey, at least it's suspenseful. And entertaining. And they use the voice of the actors in the movie. Meaning Adrien Brody's voice. Adrien Brody. Come on, it's Adrien Brody!! Yaknow, uhm, fangirl please!! :3 Eventhough him screaming = funniest thing ever.

+ Ya what I like Teh Brody. And ya I'm gonna watch King Kong the Movie. And ya I prefer teh Adrien Brody than teh Adam Brody. And no I don't watch the OC. But then that's because I can't stay still and stick to one tv series.

+ Except for Girls In Love. I SWEAR THAT"S GOING TO BE IN MY TOP LIST OF UHM MEMOIRS OF MY TEENAGE YEARS. Man. I don't even read the book and I enjoyed the crappy typical teen love thing! Yay! And it's British! Yay! Or probably it's because of a character named Russell (or the actor's name: Adam Paul Harvey) who always appears with his bag that has the name THURSDAY scribbled on to it! Yay! And he's good looking! Yay!

Oh, both printers are busted. Bloody hell.

of bushykuya and procastinating.

2005-11-17T17:19:00.000+08:00

music LUNKHEAD : Jibun Wo Aisu to Kimetanda

I think I should get an award for having a lot of blogs and still maintain writing in each of them and knowing what is the best time or best blog to write for such things. MMhm.
Nanowrimo update: 22502. I'm procastinating and didn't write in for 2 days o_o I is doomed. But I finally got out from the dreadful dining room scene. I think dining room gives you the writer's block.

My sleep cycle is all messed up. I always go to sleep at 4.30 int he morning, and wake up at 1 in the evening, and then I would be complaining and regretting for not giving myself a lot of time in daytime. D: Don't blame me, blame Nanowrimo joj. Well okay. I do procastinate by doing other necessary things like...

playing around with my sister's Photoshop

downloading albums and actually wait for them

watching that Bleach Soul Sonic thing (Hisagi saying naiiiisu? FUNNY. And Byakuya going kyaa-Kyaa-KYAA! is so OOC)

looking at doujinshi sites (note to self: if you want to search for some nice looking Bleach fanart, google this: beautiful fanart japanese bleach enter. Yes, include enter.)

arranging ideas for my soon-to-be Escaflowne fanfic. MARY SUE IS KEWLIEZ.

Wondering whether Mikami Teru is some emo kid in the making (hey, Raito is the psycho one)

Um. Procastinating in general.

I realised that my hair is long enough for me to cosplay as Kuchiki Byakuya (Bleach) [link]. Except that I gotta figure out the hair pins. I understand the two hair pins that allows the hair to go back, but the three hairpins to the front is WTF? But anyway, my eldest sis got me a pair of hakama pants the other day. Iit is red in colour, and I do have to wear tight pants underneath because it is quite, uhm, 'revealing' once I make a big step. But yay for red hakama pants!

Anyway, I have a girl crush and her name is Gemma Ward.

of death notes and hands of ink.

2005-11-12T16:03:00.000+08:00

music Kuala Lumpur Post Harmonic Quintet : To the People We Love

My Nanowrimo is going well. I passed 10k words already, So hurrah! My story's going fine and slow. Ha.

My Eid Mubarak celebration was okay. Only Azim, Mom and I who went back to Kelantan. We basically covered up the whole state of Kelantan with the rented car, and I was tired of the whole journey. And no, no negative feedbacks about me leaving MJSC Jasin! :3 During the vacation, Mom tried to matchmake a cousin of mine. I didn't enjoy the food like how I did during the past years. I wasn't really anticipating for anything much.

Everybody's working! Dina's working in IKANO now. I went to visit her just because I want to take my early birthday present, which is a DEATH NOTE. Yes, G, you heard me. I have my own Death Note now. They have all the names that Raito killed, including LIND. L TAILOR, Raye Penber, and other random FBIs and that poor biker dude. But anyway, yes, I have a Death Note with an embarrassing, distinguishable green flourescent ribbon bookmark (in which I will either 1:dip it in black paint or 2:cut it off). I don't know what to do with it, since it's a Death Note just for 'cospaly'. After that, we walked around IKANO and I love the Popular bookstore there! Even though things are mighty expensive. But all the books that I've been searching for is there! Like Dave Eggers You Shall Know Our Velocity or something that goes like that, Sylvia Plath's The Bell Jar, and more. There's even a manga corner, in which we can browse, and holy king of all cosmos, there's the Escaflowne: Shounen version mangas! With the ugliest rendition of Dilandau ever! ;_; But it was terrible, so, eh.

Anyway, I'm helping someone here to spread out the joys of a litmag. I present you (will open in new window, heh):

INKYHANDS! An online Malaysian litmag which features fiction and creative non-fiction writing, and "hopes to showcase the best that Malaysian writers (of ages 14-24) has to offer." So submit in your work now, and feel the pride of being published! :]

Uhm, I guess that's all. It's the holidays and I'm not doing anything other than Nanowrimo-ing. Hmm... Aiming for 20k by tonight!

Nanowrimo!

2005-11-01T03:24:00.000+08:00

music Ghost In The Shell : Inner Universe

Yay, it's the first day of Nanowrimo! I wrote 2,110 words already! Anyway, my nano blog is here: momo-nano-plz But I didn't upload my first chapter yet, though because it's unfinished. But I am so happy with this because I finally have a PLOT!

Anyway, I am going to expand my field when it comes to visual art. I am going to have two distinctive art style: manga and avantgarde. Manga-wise, I need to practice more in perspective, detailing, INKING, and also in more different subjects and objects. I am going to try to incorporate traditional media for colouring as well, like how Thores Shibamoto(artist for Trinity Blood's graphic novel) does. Her work is amazing *___*

For avantgarde (well I have no idea what to call this), I am going to try to use traditional media as well. Azim lent me her book on drawing, so for the holidays I am going to spend some time learning from it ^^ I am going to direct myself into an artsy-fartsy person this holidays! Yay! & also free hand drawing with pen. But I have to get myself some good pens first, too.

I'm tired now. Look at the time I'm updating! Haha. Yes, I stayed up until midnight just to start writing! Yay! I'm so tired I have to go now. Good bye.

sakuratetsu taiwahen abuses philosophers' names!

2005-10-29T22:13:00.000+08:00

music Ghost In The Shell : Inner Universe

Dina gave me a link and asked me to download this manga series of 2 volumes, Sakuratetsu Taiwahen. First, concerning the title, it translates to Socrates Dialogue. No, this manga does not even touches the point of being philosophical! It's a place for the manga-ka (artist) to get high. It's like another rendition of Katamari Damacy on paper, except it's not the King of All Cosmos, it is a bloody huge tree with a face. It's so weird and so spaz out, there's even THE SPACE BETWEEN MANGA AND REALITY. Most of the names are taken from philosophers, so I pity them to get into this mishap XD & oh, Dina & I have a new fandom. Our fandom is the prince of hell. Our fandom lives in a cardboard box. Our fandom cries a lot. Our fandom digs stuff from the garbage bin. Our fandom wears *uhum*tightbodysuit*uhum* & a pair of baggy pants. Our fandom has a weird pet. Our fandom is NIETZSCHE! (I had a hardtime spelling that from the top of my head).

And here's a picture LAIENKKAY. Unless you want a quick preview (ph3ar my 1337 MSPaint altering):

My brother finished Shadow Of the Colossus. The ending is tear-worthy. Except none of us (meaning Azim, Abe & I) cried, but. & Agro is the best horse ever. Now he decided to stop playing with the PS2, and lets the PS2 play us some anime. So we're watching... MOSPAEDA or more commonly known as ROBOTECH: THIRD GENERATION. Oh, it's a comedy gem. Because you know, sometime in the future, people who live in Mars still know who Tom Sawyer is. Oh how I love anime from the 80s. & Lancer freaks everyone out. He's like... the creepiest crossdresser out there (not that I hate crossdressers, but Lancer = creepy).
Trinity Blood the anime is finished! I am troned! Finally Cain showed his anti-gravity Crusnik hair! & Abel fights naked! & Isaak is left unharmed, I suppose! & I like a song from the soundtrack! The whole soundtrack is good! I can't stop calling Dietrich, Baby Dietrich which is the scariest thing ever to happen in my fandom! & yay exclamation!

Uh. I can't stop listening to this song!

/pointless update because Afi didn't go to school but it was reported that she got number 4 in class. & she is in dire need of mushroom soup, or maggi noodles, or anything edible and along those lines in that manner.

I'm too cool for school on Tuesdays, foos.

2005-10-25T09:32:00.000+08:00

music Fiery Furnaces : Quay Cur

I think last.fm is my favourite online hook-up place (I forgot the term. Seriously. & maybe that's not last.fm's main purpose, but it's close) because: let's connect the world and spread the luurve with music, jyeah! Anyway, it's cool because I'm in it. Also, this is probably the only Fiery Furnaces song that I am able to listen to it repeatedly in one go because of the intro. This and probably Blueberry Boat. I never got through to the whole album in one go. I felt like buying it from Rock Corner, just so I could delete the whole file in my computer.

Because I was so tired of walking around in school, trying to find out what else can I do other than playing cards, I slept around 8pm yesternight. I skipped Mrs Dhillion's tuition, go me. I didn't know I'm going to sleep for a long time. I woke up at 11.30pm, and saw Azim on her bed sleeping as well, so I decided, eh, let's just continue sleeping. When it's 4am, Kak Long entered the room with Nuaim who was awake early in the morning, and then I can't sleep even with the lights off. So now it's the morning, and I feel like an imsomniac-in-the-day. Yknow. So just to make a difference, let's blog early in the day!
Anyway, uh, school. Dina's working, Aida is somewhere in Sydney, and I don't have anyone to hang out with during recess. Not that I don't hang out with other people, yesterday I spend my time with Yun & Han Mei by the way, but I'm just used to talk with those two during recess at our 'Gossip Corner' (can't think of a better name, so it's cheesy as hell). & like I said, I'm tired of cards. Lay Ai tore one of Andrew Lee's cards yesterday, just so you know.

My brother's been playing Shadow of the Colossus. It's a good game, eventhough I'm just an audience as my brother's the player, but I know it's a good game, yow >D As usual, the creator of ICO (I forgot what his/her name is) pretty much rules the world when it comes to designing the game play, landscape and monsters. Or colossi, to be exact. I don't know. But at some point the animation seems a bit glitchy, but it's okay. I pretty much gave my brother enough support to defeat those crazy scary looking colossi! and yes that sounds funny, but it's true, because I pretty much screamed and went, "ABE ABE! HIT THE FOOT! HIT THE BELLY! RUUUN!! RUUN!!! AGRO!" beside him XD & the design for the hero (He doesn't have a name, but my brother told me it's supposed to be Wanda. Wtf) is so calling me to make a fanart of him. Really. Eventhough he reminds me a bit of Van from Tenkuu No Escaflowne, but I guess the way he calls his horse is enough to make Dina goes fangirling. A bit. But oh, no-named-hero-of-Shadow-of-the-Colossus, I'll draw thee *___*

Anyway, I'm pretty much excited for November, mainly because of NanoWrimo.I'll post the link to my Nanowrimo novel soon, because I gotta make a layout for it, and same goes for my sister's. I realised how my blog layout looks a bit off in 1024x768 resolution. Buh. Whatever, I'll edit it soon or make a new layout soon. & altering images by using MSPaint is cool.

where's the katamari cake?

2005-10-22T23:55:00.000+08:00

music MR CHILDREN : Discovery

Hey hey, ACCENT has a new layout, featuring one fine looking model, Lukasz. I like his name, probably that's another reason why I'm attracted to him other than his brilliant pictures. I did all the tables from scratch, with some help, and look at my crappy MSPaint altering. Wooo. But I really like it, and I organised things up as well ^^

I can't wait for November! I got my storyline, my characters, and now I'm itching to start writing (or typing, to be politically correct)! Anfdbdfb9fdn intense intense!

Anyway, cross-posting:
I found a lot of colour papers scattered around in my room, bought masking tape and collected all colour pens and different papers; just because I'm back in my journaling mood. I found my old 2003 journal with all of my old writings that are so... "pre-pubescent". That made me laugh. In the same book I found my poem draft for the English Week Competition, in which I won second place. I can't remember whether I was dissapointed in not getting first or was content because I did received a price at the moment. But then I realised that instead of just sending entries, it would've given me a better chance if there was a Poetry Reading instead. I think.

XFresh.fm's commercials are cute. My sister and I can't stop laughing when the public announcement about not sticking your head out of the car window, especially when the guy went, "Ooooo....WAAAH! Best ooo, main angin niii!" Eventhough XFresh.fm can get a bit repetitive with their playlist, but I can't help it but admit that I do enjoy listening to it. Except that I still have to avoid that song by Yusri, which has the direct rip-off of Franz Ferdinand's Take Me Out. God, I felt so insulted when I listened to it for the first time. But anyway, cheers for me proclaiming my likeness towards XFresh.fm. The next thing you know, George's "sangat best!" might be on it XD

Playlist-wise, a lot of J-Rock. Ze Japanese has taken over my winamp!

my head is nasty. D:

2005-10-21T12:16:00.000+08:00

music ART-SCHOOL : Kuroe

Yesterday I had a terrifying nightmare. It was so weird. My right eyeball was loose, and instead of hanging around outside the socket, it went INSIDE. My right eye was like dissolving or something. I don't know how I put it back in the eye socket, but when I did, it was still loose and the position was wrong. I told my family about it but they didn't pay any attention, so I had to deal with the eye-hanging-inside problem by myself. Later on I got an eye infection. It was so scary. I kept looking at the mirror in the dream, and my right eyeball was looking at a different focus everytime, or goes inside the socket.
I woke up and it was 3 in the morning, went outside of the room and Azim was there watching TV. Then I went back in and have a peaceful dream.

Dina is working. Anyway, right now she's obsessing over Richard Gere, mainly because of the VISA advert. Sooo to challenge she and her DILF-ness, I'd like to say it out loud again and again, my DILF is Paul Bettany! So Dina, soon he'll be in a movie with Harrison Ford, and we can watch together to swoon at our DILFs. Haha. Speaking of movies, Sepet is showing again in GSC for RM5, according to Jiar. So who wants to go with me? I've never got the chance to watch it. I'm starting to pick up my movie-watching habit now. I noticed how I never really have the notion to sit on the sofa and watch whatever movie my sister and my brother was watching. But now I realised that, well, I miss a lot of things. So now the movie that I'm going to catch in Astro is... Prozac Nation. Okay, probably because Jonathan Rhys-Meyers is in the movie as well, ha. :*

I'm going to participate in this year's NaNoWriMo! I'm aiming for 25k for now. But if I managed to pass through 25k, then 50k it is! Anyway, I am going to expand my jagged writing peice, Planes. I got the rough storyline and the ending ready. Now I have to put in more plot drafts and twists in the middle to make it possible to reach 50k words ^^. I am pretty excited for this! I can't wait for November. Not only that, my computer's condition is fiiine so no sudden rebooting. Yay!
Look! Silverfishbooks has this thing going on! New Writing 6! Maybe I can send in, or not. I don't know. & this one too! English Novel Competition. Except it's a bit too late as I have to juggle my time with NaNoWriMo at the same time, so I guess... next year? Meh.

Oh yea, results.
Malay - 63 : B
English, paper 2, essay - 71/85 [YAY! 31/35 for the first essay and 40/50 for the second. wooo. I messed up the past tense for the second essay, and I spelt cigarettes with two g. Remember, Government: capital G!]
Mod Maths - 54 : C [ahaha.... funny how I flunked this one]
Add Maths - 76 : A [I really love Add Maths. I'm not lying]
History - 78 : A [amazing. & I thought my essays were too short!]
EST - 72 : A [I HATE WRITING REPORTS I HATE THE KEYWORDS I HATE THE STAGNANT SENTENCES THAT I WROTE]
Islamic Studies, paper 1 - 63/100 [I am torn.]
Biology - 47 : D [ahaha. didn't study.]
Physics - 49 : D [ahaha. didn't study too]
Chemistry - 45 : D [ahaha. didn't study as well BUT I DIDN'T FAIL!]

Thanks to Marisa, I like ART-SCHOOL very very much. ^^

i'm covering up my lies

2005-10-18T21:17:00.000+08:00

music Thursday : Untitled 3

I'll copy&paste what I wrote in my livej for the first part.

Saturday night Funny how one of my Chinese friends kept asking Aida & I yesterday, at Shannon's party, this: "eh, now is your Holy Month right?" Shannon's house was filled with people dressing in the goddamn dresscodes (I'm still wondering whether there's an actualy birthday party with dresscodes. Probably he's regretting about Interact Installation.), girls in red&white, guys in black (except for Lionel in white and Lester in blue). So Tat Leong, Jin Ern, Choong Wai & the birthday boy himself played twister for one round while Tat Ren gave out the commands ("left hand on purple! head outside the mat! butt on the floor!").

When it was 9.15, Shannon asked everyone to dance, and the boys were eager to start it off while the girls were glued to the sofa or chair or wherever they are. Tat Leong... decided to gave some moves to Jin Ern. XD While Tat Ren decided to teach them how to head bang and Lionel decided to shake his booty in a robotic way. Shannon turned off the lights and the boys began to pull every girl to the small space in the living room and all of us started dancing. It was so weird. It's like seeing them in a different light or something. The party was like some sort of a "safe-clubbing-without-the-booze" and all of us crammed ourselves into one spot. Choong Wai stood on the higher ground and gave his special dance to one song all the way, and he was tired after that XD All of us were sweating, and Paul stood on a stool just to feel the air-cond. & the dorkiest moment is when everyone sang to the Numa Numa song and Kenneth and Jin Ern (I think, it was dark) decided to do a riverdance to that song XDD We agreed to have more parties like this soon.

Anyway, results. I don't really feel any sense of regret (well probably I do), as I didn't give that much attention to the heavier subjects by weeks. I am really proud of my English results for now, though. I scored 71/85 for my essay. I got away from Pn Shaja's sarcastic ways of deeming students' essays without satisfaction! Good vocab. She gave that comment, and I have to recheck the dictionary to know what's the meaning of lacantric. The only word I remembered using was extempore, and I pretty much remembered the meaning for that anyway. Oh the joys of dictionary.com. My fatal flaws were forgetting to write it as past tense, the spelling of cigarettes, & Government with a capital G.
I got 54 for my Mod Maths. I passed my Biology, but oh, Chemistry, I can see the road to failure now.

You know, I think I do regret for not studying. Oh the visions of scoring straight A1s next year for every examinations.

My site needs a new layout. I'll probably make one soon. I gotta get on with SMKDU's Interact Club's site (I guess) and also SCANEM SHALSY! Uh nothing much, except today I didn't go to school because my legs were aching and I woke up at 7.30 in the morning. & I think I need to clear up both of my harddrives because I have less than 1 GB space each. Oy.

you've got joyless eyes

2005-10-14T16:46:00.000+08:00

music MEW : Why Are You Looking Grave?

EXAMS : DONE!

I can say that today was pretty much a relief for all of us. There're only 6 Malays in my class, so all of us sat in a line for the Islamic Studies paper 2. Farhana was in front of me and Jabrul was sitting behind. Apparently I memorised the wrong sentences, so Farhana to the rescue! She brought in the small papers, and Jabrul, Hann & I was swapping papers and such. Why must that paper be so long? While everyone was looking at their own yearbook, Memori, I looked at Ming Han and he laughed at me. D:

MEMORI 2005 has a lot of improvement from last year's. The cover is finally interesting enough, with the theme written on the cover. The backgrounds for the features and highlights sections are finally, FINALLY, ORGANISED. Last year's was like them throwing in random backgrounds at all different places and it clashes with everything, so it was a distasteful treat indeed. This year they finally stayed with one background for one article, and the colours did sprung out (eventhough there are a few clash-looking ones). & it's thicker, by the way. :D But I'm not in the pictures at all, but that's okay.

Joshua signed my book, and he wrote, "Haha... I still remember primary skool... RM Hundred.... AND ONE!" XDDD Yes I still remember that too! Hmm the memories.

I finally got around using Bittorent properly and downloaded the latest episode of Trinity Blood, and I really hate Studio Gonzo for their overused CG, but this is one of Gonzo's animes that I like. I remembered Gatekeepers. Yeah that one was crappy but it's my guilty pleasure <: I really hate Vandread, though. I don't know, I guess it's because of the characters and the total fanservice-in-a-way and the lame Ultraman attacks. You know, suffer the damage and counter with similar or weaker power, and suddenly right at the end they decided to use the super ultra attack and *poof!* the enemy's dead. Yay victory. Buh D:
I downloaded the manga as well (but only the first volume was available) and Dietrich Von Lohengrin is my favourite character. End.

Oh, for the next IU Day's theme? Festival of Fools, please. (Or as how I ACCIDENTALLY said it: Festival of Fuels. I was about to say Field, and. You know) Not only that, Jian Hao is a pervert and I just created a random dance today, and we made a conclusion that Bobo is a very nice name.

PS: I have Thursday's Demo. 5 songs. Untitled, unmastered, and unfinished. Yet it's still incredible sdfjbidfb32id. Yes I still love this band, and this band loves you even if you leeched it off the net, because this bands support mp3s and filesharing, yow ^^

PPS: I have a soft spot for Mikey Way of My Chemical Romance too.

picnic kibun feel so good!

2005-10-09T22:08:00.000+08:00

music DOKAKA : Katamari on the Rocks (Arrangement)

I beat We ♥ Katamari in 2 nights = 1 day.

Now I'm going to replay all the levels, and reach 3000m and roll over KLCC.

I thought Kadaj looks gay too.

2005-10-07T20:31:00.000+08:00

music Blonde Redhead : In Particular

Just before the heavy rain began, my brother arrived home with the trademark pink plastic bag of Malaysian stores. Meaning, new DVD or new games. & yes, that's exactly what it was. & the content is hysteria worthy too.

Final Fantasy vii : Advent Children & We ♥ Katamari.

As usual, my brother being the game-o-holic decided to check up the trailers. Apparently they're going to make an anime about Cloud's past with Zack (woo!) & Vincent will have his own game too!! The graphic looks nice, even for the realtime.

The movie : of course, my brother & I being mindless dumbbells because both of us didn't finish the game had to suffer the quite intolerable bad subtitles and unknowledgable facts. I got the gist, so I can get the story in a while. I thought it was too short! My brother complained, saying that he wishes that in the real game the fighting style could've been like in the movie with all the jumping and all that jazz, not the one by one style. My brother & I like puzzling games (like Echo. I thought that was good), but when it comes to maintaining your characters' HP and all that jazz, uh no. Anyway, the graphics weren't as beautifully smooth as The Spirits Within, as there were a few weak features in the anatomy, buuuuuut the fighting scenes are ace! & the three Silver Haired Men(uh cos we don't know the anme). Kadaj looks gay. I thought Yazoo was the leader as he has that look (and come on, long hair. Duh), but nope, it's Kadaj. & dude, Vincent = TEH CHARACTER OF MY CHOICE. I mean, come on, the red cape.
I haven't try We ♥ Katamari yet. I got my period, so no fasting. Mahaha. Uh yes I feel like telling that to the whole world.

I already bought Azim's present! Her birthday is on next Tuesday, oh dear she'll be 21! I hid the present, but I hope I'll remember where I put it on the morning of 13th October >_>... Shannon's birthday is coming up soon!

there's no entry for organic trees

2005-10-05T23:29:00.000+08:00

music ART-SCHOOL : Kimi wa Boku no Monodatta

Yun Wayne & Patricia didn't even tell me that they have new blog! Owh you naughty people >:(

Anyway, I am still confused with Bittorrent. I got the jist, but I am sitll not sure whether I am doing the correct thing or not! Haha. I tried to download Trinity Blood by using Bittorent, but the sad thing is that after I finished one episode, I tried to open it and there's no visual o_o Only the opening theme song and people talking. I felt so devastated. I waited one whole day for this? I think there might be a problem with my computer or DivX or something, as most .avi files won't show (I received the same problem from the Bleach episodes that Dina burnt for me. Thank god for Real Player!) But I really want to watch that anime.. D: It looks cool and it probably be the only series that I like from Studio Gonzo (I never liked Vandread, haha). & I like the OP theme song too!

Anyways, my days... one week holidays... are generally boring. Not only that, the Ramadhan month is here, thus I can't do anything much as I will drain myself out. So I'm not doing anything, except drawing and trying to understand logarithms. YES I HAVE NOT LEARN LOGARITHMS PROPERLY I AM GOING TO DIE. Or probably died since all the Add Maths papers had pass, who knows.

Oh, by the way, Dina & I planned to make a fanart with the concept ala the Japanese fanart sites. The name is Scanem Shalsy. Scanem: Dina's code name as she always ask me to go and scan the drawings. Shalsy: my code name. THe real word is Slashy, but it was a typo, and Dina knows how I'm a... closety slash fan lol XD So people, be prepared! (after we get a permanent colourist (sp?) to help us heh).

PS: BLEACH - HANATARESHI YABOU I'M SO GONNA GET THIS YOW.

omg hay sup. orly?

2005-10-02T13:40:00.000+08:00

music ART-SCHOOL : Scarlet

SO I did Azim's bog layout. It looks pretty out of place in Mozilla. At first, I modified it through Mozilla, but it looks unaligned in IE (since my sister uses IE because Mozilla in her account doesn't work for some reason), so I changed it in IE. & then everything went vice versa. Sigh. Why can't Mozilla get the same functions or applications as IE? Especially the coloured scrollbar thing? & the alignment of divs table and all that jazz? ]:
Anyway, Lolina's LJ is coming up soon. I'll probably make one for her tonight, as right now I am not in the mood for overrides.

Oh, another thing. My space is alive. Add it up all over again, yow. Except that now I'm going to really moderate my friendslist. Or probably add more of those faux-scenesters lolololol.

In two days I went to One Utama. First was to celebrate Mun's birthday. I went at first in the noon with Dina, and both of us were walking around aimlessly. I left my house with RM13, and spent it on some nice Long John's delicacies. I saw Ming Han, Darren, Siew Mei and Cheryl walking, and I said "hi, sick boy" to MH. The funny thing was that Darren seemed to loom over us (making Dina feel scared) and said with his deep throat, "Hellllloooooe....." and stopped halfway without knowing what to say.
After that we met up with Mun, Hann, Dhee and Aqi and went off tow atch Flightplan. I was a little paranoid about this whole movie thing, since right now my mother has become quite restrictive in her ways, and I would like to avoid her interrogations as possible. Anyway, back to the movie. Flightplan was okay, I mean it does own Red Eye in many ways possible. At first I was annoyed, and now I understand how that the movie does seem to portray Americans' fear of the 9/11 incident, thus leading them to point fingers to the Arabs recklessly. Pity the Arab people, though.

Yesterday I went to One Utama again with Azim this time around, and we went to have a nice meal in MPH Book Cafe.

I better start on my journals and talk in collages.

special, like a rocket for me

2005-09-27T14:36:00.000+08:00

music MEW : Chinaberry Tree

Six more days till exams finished! Right now all the papers awaiting are not the hard ones, so I feel reliefed. I think it's a good idea after all, to have all the Paper 2s on the first week (despite the heavy cramming).
Anyway, Dina & I have twin layouts! That's because I made the layout for her, and then I decided to change mine and the Interpol layout has been used, so I replicate things around. & the font for above comes from abstractfonts.com, and the name is Action Jackson. I love this font, can't you see? :)

My mother's coming back from Russia today. You see, she always travel around during my exam weeks. Not to be unsupportive, but the dates that she selected just so happened to clash with my exams. I've been really used to this, rally, it's no big deal. Morning I will leave with more worrying and cramming, and if they're there, probably Cik Dah (my maid) or my brother will wish me the usual "good luck". I don't even know if it's working or not, as Jon puts it, "I don't believe in luck. I usually wish people, all the best." & I hate how this leaned towards Thomas Edison's theory of 99% hard work, 1% luck thing, in which I don't believe in either.

My class is so eventful, especially those who sits in front of me. Kovieen, Kar Mun & Sashi tends to cheat, by sneaked in some notes and passing whispers. They operate best during Mr Ho's time, because Mr Ho is the most blurrest and adorable teacher ever. Like, really! He reminds me of a turtle. Not in a bad way, but, yeah. Even flying notes are all around during his time!

Thanks to Dina, now I'm obsessed with Bleach. DAMN YOU DINA DAMN YOU! & Franz Ferdinand's new video made my eldest sister laughed. Um, yay?

lists of spending time

2005-09-23T20:06:00.000+08:00

I don't want to talk about my exams over & over again, so I'll post up all the memes that I've been tagged onto.
SEVEN THINGS....
Seven things that scare me.
1. Caterpillars.
2. Having a deep cut. Or even imagining it.
3. To be alone in a place that I fear or despise the most.
4. The thought that the end of the world is near.
5. Judgement Day.
6. Turbulences.
7. People puking.

Seven things I like
1. downloading mp3s and listening to them.
2. Indulging myself with food.
3. Neat handwriting of mine (when I am cautious enough).
4. Conceptual notebooks that will be left blank.
5. Reading serious tone books.
6. Drawing androgynous people.
7. Sleeping.

Seven important things in my room
1. Two shelves of books.
2. My DIY CD rack, aka the Form 3 KH project.
3. A box full of my favourite things, pictures, zines, letters, etc.
4. Papers and notebooks.
5. Revision books all over.
6. Anime posters and random magazines.
7. My bed.

Seven random facts about me
1. I am random.
2. I am ambidextrous.
3. I had an imaginary friend.
4. Mosquitoes love me.
5. I imagine things a lot, thus making me thinking that I'm semi-schizophrenic.
6. I love vocabulary and big words.
7. I am going to learn and practice speaking Icelandic soon.

Seven things I plan to do before I die
1. Go to Iceland.
2. Write a novel. A worthwhile mentioning novel.
3. Draw a manga. A whole, long series. man.
4. Watch The Stills live.
5. Meet Tim Fletcher face-to-face.
6. Be in a band and hit the drums.
7. Be happy.

Seven things I can do
1. Walk backwards and hit a car.
2. Dot he wave motion with my hands.
3. Talk about one subject for an hour.
4. Download a crapload of music!
5. Draw anime.
6. Dance (?)
7. Fangirling over a person that was drawn on paper.

Seven things I can't do
1. Play guitar.
2. Somersaults (sp?), backflip and headstand.
3. Writing with the paper facing me vertically (it has to be diagonal).
4. Love Chemistry.
5. Snap my fingers loudly.
6. Run really fast or in a straight line.
7. Send a message directly.

Seven things I say the most
1. Holy shitake!
2. Shit, man!
3. You are such a stool. (Damn you Azim)
4. You are such a LIE!
5. Oh noes my nose.
6. o rlyz?
7. Serious ah?

Seven people who will have to do this:
1. AZIM!
2. Pojam.
3. Eema.
4. Lolina!
5. George.
6. Han Mei.
7. YOU!

monophonic is born!

2005-09-11T14:26:00.000+08:00

MONOPHONIC

Thank you to my dear host, Amanda! I did this in a whim, and yes, in commemmorate with the opening of Monophonic, I decided to relive the glorious Interpol layout as well. hell, I used the same codes for both. Haha.

Anyway, exams a-coming, so no long updates. Except that I will still continue writing in this blog, don't worry. It's precious :)

tasting the scent of Seven Star

2005-09-07T00:25:00.000+08:00

music Shiina Ringo : Tsumi To Batsu

I decided to call for a hiatus on my livejournal, as I seem to update alot in there. So... yes. That didn't work, actually. I don't study. Well I did, reading CHapter 8 of Biology, but since we didn't learn the first half of the chapter that well, so I am left dumbfounded. Spirakel? Filamen? Kantung udara? What? & I still have Chemistry to catch up! Physics is okay, because it's in the family genes, but oh, Chemistry!

I'm accepted in the aching-rhythm family! I'll put up my site soon, so I'll tell all of you later. :) Weee me so happy. Anyway, I'm not sure whether to move this blog to my new site, or just to leave it here and settle in with a mini-blog at the site. Hmm. Because I love this blog! It's so individual I can just... well... write a crapload of crap, ya know. But anyways, I'll figure it all out sooner or later, since exams in 2 weeks. Aiee.

Hann's skipping school alot. Today she had to take care of her house because her parents are not in (great excuse), and tomorrow she's going to that Putrajaya trip. Dina's going too. I'll be all alone again. Well, not really, unless Jon or Ming Han can't see whatever teacher's writing on the board they'll sit next to me. & there's Jon's rafia string caterpiller, the only caterpillar that I'm okay with other than Heimlich from A Bug's Life. What, that's his name, right?

ANIME TALK! It's been a long time since I watch an anime. Anyway, these are the anime/manga(s) that I decided to check it out:
+ Trinity Blood Okay, I've seen STARZ magazine talking about it, including in the cosplay section, and the outfits are GORGEOUS. I wish I have all the money and fabric in the world and sew myself those costumes. Eventhough I'll be wearing them once, but it's okay. Next thing, the artwork. The artwork is gorgeous as well, reminds me of Kaori Yuki's. Except the facial features are happier in a sense, and less realistic. The storyline is intriguing as well. It has something to do with vampires (not the cliche kind, mind you) and the churh organisation. And German names. Not sure whether it's German. Okay, foreign names. AAAAND (this) picture. You know. Kind of, um, a weird pose, eh? Got the poster from STARZ as well. & I scanned it, hence the shiny crease line and the too shiny skin.
+ Full Metal Alchemist (manga) I decided to give Dina a chance. Probably I'll like it, who knows? But the ending for the anime is LAME though.
+ Bleach (manga) Yeah, give it a chance, too. Eventhough the first few chapters really didn't make me interested in it, though...
+ Monster Yesss because it's a psychological thriller. I love psychological thriller. It might scares the hell out of me, though. Huuu.
+ Homunculus (manga) Another new psychological thriller! This explores to the flaws and dark side of humans. It's about a boy who went for a surgery and got this sixth sense that enables him to see the dark side of every person he sees. Sounds goood. Weee.

You know what. I think I'm a closeted yaoi fan. T____________________T DAMN YOU NICE ART DOUJINSHIS, DAMN YOU. But I didn't keep the doujinshis, unlike Dina. Ahihihihi.

& Shiina Ringo is a very good lyricist.

Okay, what's withthe random people leaving their emails and only say hi? I don't even know them. & why would I send you an email to a person that I really have no idea about her or his self? Even a simple outline would do, but nooo. & I realised that I put my old email address in. & WTF, 100 GMAIL INVITES? I AM RICH.

that's it. that's the question.

2005-09-04T14:52:00.000+08:00

music Idiot Pilot : Losing Color

I forgot to mention about Idiot Pilot. Their debut album, Strange We Should Meet Here, will probably needs a new genre defining in the hardcore scene. While they may sound like Team Sleep, a lil bit of a safe amount of electro, they can manage to squeeze in hard screamings. Which is the kind of hardcore band that I'd like to create to revolutionize the scene. Except, well, Idiot Pilot did it first. So. Uhm.
I already sent my layout example to Amanda, so now I have to wait for her approval. Weeee. ^^

Ok, important thing for today.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, AMIR BO!

You're sixteen now! You're a big boy (well, you've always been very tall) and let's just hope that you'll maintain the smiley face until the day you die, okay? Does that sounds like a good idea? Cos I hope it doooooes. :D
Anyway, we -Afnan, Aida, Amir & I- "celebrated" his birthday by... walking aimlessly in One Utama trying to figure out where to eat. Amir bought me Starbucks though, so that's a good thing done by the birthday boy on his first day of the sixteenth year. YAY!

This morning I was woken up with a loud laughter downstairs, and various unfamiliar voices speaking. I hesitated to go downstairs, but a phonecall made me go outside of my room. Turned out that Kak Ain is shooting her new programme, the pilot episode. With the house as the studio! I didn't watch the shoot, but all I heard was a very bad acting of a male guy moaning with sympathy, though. Yes, I'm being evil here. Since I was really hungry, I went downstairs and had 'brunch' with them. The main actor saw me and went, "let me guess, you must be Ain's little sister, right?" and said how all of us have that same face going on. Which is true. So I had my brunch among tv crews and actors/actresses. Fun.

Tonight, I went to watch Charlie & The Chocolate Factory. In my opinion... it didn't do the book any good. Willy Wonka's character was a bit off, with him being childish and cowardish, not... truly Willy Wonka. & the whole factory itself. It's just, not... well, I don't know. Before we went in the cinema, we had our coffee in Kopitiam. It's good, and cheap! AND I THINK I SAW RON OF FURNITURE BUT I DON'T KNOW. BUT I AM 98% SURE THAT IT'S HIM. BECAUSE. WELL. YES.

That is all, my friend, except I'll present you will my crappy sketch of Edward Elric of FMA & Spike Spiegel of Cowboy Bebop. (here).

& this is a call for a new layout.

that's it. that's the question.

2005-09-04T01:41:00.000+08:00

music Idiot Pilot : Losing Color

I forgot to mention about Idiot Pilot. Their debut album, Strange We Should Meet Here, will probably needs a new genre defining in the hardcore scene. While they may sound like Team Sleep, a lil bit of a safe shoegaze sound, they can manage to squeeze in hard screamings. Which is the kind of hardcore band that I'd like to create to revolutionize the scene. Except, well, Idiot Pilot did it first.

used to be one of the rotten ones.

2005-09-01T22:42:00.000+08:00

music broken social scene : anthems for a seventeen year old girl

After reading other blogs, especially Malaysians, I realised that I have the most boring, monotonous, mundane, blog ever. Daily day stuff. Even my Livejournal is not that up-to-par with the ones of the articulate and intellectual kinds. I guess it's because I am way too obsess with being monophonic? I guess.

Anyway, I still have not submit my layout example to Amanda. I have it all ready, but when I look at it in IE, it looked horrendous. So I had to re-do it again. That's a fatal flaw of Mozilla. CSS codes won't work well, as well as certain div and livejournal layout codes. I really hate it, except that it's very convenient for me to use...

So 'sup with my life? I downloaded a lot of albums, and I started writing back in my journal #1: strychnine. I finished my Add Maths folio (which is the dumbest thing ever) in a day, and I'm damn proud of it. I am still mother's secretary. You know, typing out all her letters and her poems. Hershey Kisses is not good chocolate. I still have difficulty in adressing my sentiments and laments properly in the cyber world. Oh woe is me and my monotone.
I have AIM for a year and I don't really use it. I mean, I do log in occasionally, but no one talks to me because of the time difference (as most of them are my livej friends, and most of them are from America), and the fact that AIM buddy addage makes me feel like a stalker. Because there's no approval or decline message, like how MSN does. So I don't dare to actually say Hi to anyone or else there'll be a small mini cyber riot. & whenever I do get the chance to talk, I don't know what to talk about.

Now, onto the stuff that I'm listening to now. Broken Social Scene's You Forgot It In People is back on repeat now. I can't wait for their new album, and since Kevin wasn't that amused with the leak, so I won't download it yet. BSS is probably one of the indie big thing, ya know. I can't stop listening to this song and Lover's Spit.
Animal Collective's Feel Now, this is my first time listening to them. They sound like a choir or a group on acid, and that's pretty much satisfying.
The Boy Least Likely To's The Best Party Ever !!!!!!! It's like a more revised Architecture In Helsinki with songs that sounds way too cute for a child's party! & you know that's a plus for me (Like, um, The Unicorns anyone?).
Furniture's Twilight Chases The Sun This is one local band that all of you must go and support! They're so goot. I can't stop listening to I Am Ying, especially.

DeviantArt is such a devious place. After browsing through it after a while, it makes me change my mind to force me to grow up and be a bloody Malaysian-made mangaka. Not only that, it made me want a Wacom Tablet, PSP, Open Canvas, and... all that jazz. Or my own bloody desktop. That's evil. I've been looking around at all the fanarts and heavy anime based drawings, and I realised how I am not dedicated to finish, or properly make one "masterpiece". I feel so sad, I could have make a better living out of this.

bad things happen to good people

2005-08-25T22:28:00.000+08:00

music Cillian Murphy : So New

Today I watched Red Eye.
You see, one of my main reasons (or probably, THE main reason) for watching this movie is the existence of a man called Cillian (Kill-ian) Murphy, who looks like this. Yes, he is a fine young man with beautiful blue eyes that has glitters in it, the cheekbones of adoration and the pout. At first, I was never interested in him as I failed to see the prequel of all Batman series, Batman Begins, which is the movie that made him became every girl's (and probably boy's, but I'll explain that later) ideal boyfriend. So I failed to see what's so enduring about him, and this was by pictures.
So, there was Aida, Hariz, Amir Bo & I sitting in the huge GSC cinema (while entering the cinema, we made fake imitations of a scary ride). We laughed at the Malay subtitle of George A Romero's Land of The Dead, which is: Tanah Mati George A Romero. George A Romero = the name of the director.
Anyways, back to Red Eye & Cillian Murphy. The movie is a psychological thriller, as it's not meant to be horrifically scary, but more to garner up intense and suspense. Aida & I actually squealed when the screen showed a close up of his eyes. His eyes. HIS. EYES. Except that we actually laughed at the way he was running, and the fact that he lost his voice at the second part of the show.

The four of us had Shakey's after that(with our RM10.00 plan, of course!), followed by jokes of running Cillian, stabbing your neck, and the no voice with a beautiful scarf around your neck trick. Yes. Dear Cillian, I'm sorry.

On the same day itself, I met with a friend from MJSC Jasin, Fara. You see, she was my roommate, who actually can tolerate my insanity with twisted lyrics. So we met, and listened to new gossips about Jasin, such as.......... LUQMAN IS TRYING OUT FOR/OR PROBABLY IS IN LEMBAGA DISIPLIN PELAJAR/PREFECT/WEARING A MAROON UNIFORM ZOGM D: D: D: & same goes for WiDi. Weeee. And about a certain someone who made a mistake and needs a therapy or help. Dear dear, no more close friends now, eh? & I thought you used to run away from him, and now you joined him and his gang that always made you cry. Shyea.

More tidbits about Cillian: He's going to be in a new movie called Breakfast On Pluto in which he will play a transvestite. & damn, ARE YOU TRYING TO QUESTION MY SEXUALITY, DEAR CILLIAN? (the first picture's captions are all wrong, don't wonder whether he changed into some ugly man-woman).

2005-08-21T21:58:00.000+08:00

music asian kung-fu generation : kimi to iu hana

It's another one week holiday, now. Finals is in two weeks! I'm scared because I'm not prepared. Probably because I'm back in DU I've been slacking, or my biology teacher rarely comes in class. Heh.

I'm planning to have a meet up with the Jasin kids, except that Farah never messaged me back in Friendster and I am too lazy to call her. So, yeah. yesterday was Ee May & Kar Yan's birthday celebration at Shakey's in OU. We practically filled the whole restaurant! Ee May got a nice pink teddy pig from Aida & I, while Kar Yan gets that cute clock bag thing. :] After that Aida & I settled for some nice Starbucks. Mmm.

Actually, right now I'm here to say that I've been accepted in a livejournal writing community, archangels, and I MAY be hosted by Amanda. So now all I have to do is to give a sample layout and yeah. That's all.

I NEED TO START STUDYINNNNNNG.

this tree ain't no shade !

2005-08-12T16:40:00.000+08:00

music Autolux : Turnstile Blues

So haze is the thing that has been revolving around Selangorians lately. Juu told me that there was a brief hail storm in Subang Jaya, and then it brought me back to the days when I was small, when there was a small hail storm (but you can't exactly labelled it as a storm, more of a hail rain, if there is such phrase). With my fat cheecks and tight dress, I went out and quickly collect all the ice and put it in my mouth. Not even care whether it's on the green grass of dirt or whatever. But eating ice from the sky makes much magic sense, can't you see?

While on the way back from my sister's university, my brother tried to think of ways to avoid the horrendous traffic jams. Two options: to the right and stuck in a trail for an hour or straight away to Kepong, a place that we are not familiar with. "LET'S GO STRAAIGHT~!" and off we sped away to a clear road, and reached to a junction of packed cars thanks to Azim's loud direction. bro was lookign for that one familiar roundabout, but we've been going around twice in the same roundabout. But no worry, we managed to get out.

When we were lost, Azim looked up and noticed how we can actually see the clouds afte r the hazy days and began to scream, "Look! Clouds! Fluffy White Clouds like how Brandon Boyd puts it! A COLONY OF CLOUDS!" and thus the birth of the sisterly imaginary post-rock band ala Explosions IN The Sky, except it's Colony Of Clouds and we don't have the hands of music yet. We were singing Ben's Bitches Peter The Pirate all the way home, though.

But yes, now the sky looks more healthy today. That's a good thing. At least it's not letting those crazy Form1 & Form 2 scouts marching and doing jumping jacks in the haze. Crazy people.

Tomorrow I'm going to watch Ungu Violet with my sister and my mother, then we'll have lunch in Waffle World again, and drop The Perks of Being A Wallflower at Iszie's working place. Eventhough One Utama is foggy. & now I'm looking back to my past livejournal entries. Fun Fun Fun.

where's the black and blue?

2005-07-31T21:56:00.000+08:00

music autolux : turnstiles blues

30th July was our Interact Installation Day. & I have to say that it's a downgrade from last year's and it didn't went that well, but hey, they were given around 3 weeks to plan everything so it's excusable. Except for the fact that few schools actually came. The hall was small, anyway, and IF there were a lot of audiences they probably would complain about the lack of seating, so...

So Aida, Dina & I with a few other people crammed inside Karisha's car and went in the hall to do our job quickly. I helped the booklet committee, and man, I can't believe that I actually gather the papers around for 180 times @_@ After looking at the pages done by Poh Guan, I remembered about my zine plan. I still want to do it, but I am a person with not much commitment when it comes to these things. I so need to kick myself.

I was assigned to greet the guests, and I was really shocked how few schools actually came. But Bukit Bintang was having theirs on the same day, so it figures. The BODs dance started first, then the Jay Sean's group. I got the Outstanding Interactor Award, and I am sad that they spelled my name wrongly, putting the 'bt' in front of my second name. Haha, but it's okay. I can liquid that off. I guess. Mrs Wee compliments the boots that I was wearing on that day. Heehee. Almost everyone did. Oh the glory of the Indonesian boots.

After that Public Nuisance performed, but I wasn't really feeling their performance. (hey hey hey, I was called as a complete music nerd by people who don't even know who I am. & I thought the Malaise forumers were worse.) Stage presence, maybe. I had to take Karisha's place, who's the emcee, during the announcement of the new BODs. Man, at that point, it was obvious that our Installation was so unprepared. But it went well with a few messes. :) After them having their food, it's the Sexy Salsa's turn! They were a truly crowd catcher and picked up the pace. Good for them, and I want Han Mei's skirt and shoes. Teehee :D

Then, the band that most of us, especially Mochel, are waiting for: UNDECIDED. Before that Ming Han promised to take off his black shirt and play In Too Deep if there are people wanting for more. & with my comrades by my side, they do know that they're getting a crapload of attention ;) Carynn was fabulous during Broken! In class, she was so shy and scared to sing it, but trust me, she has a nice voice and she did it well! Carynn, you rock! Next they sang The Anthem, in which Amir Bo tried to play as Billy ahahah. Then it was You And Me. Ming Han asked the crowd to sing together, and me & Priscilla wanted to, but we ended up singing, "So it's just yooou and me, and all other people that nuhnuhnuhnuh, nuhnuhnuhnuh!". Jeffrey & Bo jumped! Yay for them! We were practically jumping and screaming on the bench, ahahahah. Then we screamed, "WE WANT MORE! WE WANT MORE!" & Amir played the intro to In Too Deep! YAY! But too bad Ming Han forgot to take off his black tee and show off the striking pink tee he has.

After that, the whole Club was asked to go to the front and dance. Apparently the song has instructions to the dance step, and we forced Shannon to take the lead. The next thing you know, it's like one huge Dance Dance Revolution kind of thing! Haha. But it was uuuber fun! Then another footloose was up, Mrs Wee and Rotarian Ravi(I think) joined us in. He was so adorable dancing. Haha. Wai Cheen fell and twisted her wrist, so I ran to the MPH across the hall and gave her ice cubes. I went back, with my feet uber tired because of the jumping and running around in boots. But the end really paid it off. Hehe.
+++ PICTURUUZUZUZZEZ!

We're on to you

2005-07-29T16:27:00.000+08:00

music Metric : Wet Blanket

This Saturday will be SMKDU's Interact Club's Installation Day! Everyone, please do come! Here are the information as followed:
THEME: Fusion Steps of Unity
DATE: 30th June (Saturday)
VENUE: Bangunan Bakti Siti Hasmah, Cangkat Abang Haji Openg, Taman Tun Dr Ismail (somewhere near the IBM building)
TIME: 2-5pm
DRESSCODE: Semi Formal/Club Uniform/School Uniform
PRICE: RM10- outsiders
RM8 - DUrians
RM7- Interactors

I'm going to Aida's house soon, because she needs help with 200 mini sandwiches and then there's the Religion project. Which we thought it's extremely useless to do but well, there's the marks. At Interact meeting just now, I had volunteerily helped Shannon choreographed his dance which is yet to be finished. So tonight I'm going to Akarkarya to watch the BODs dance and help Shannon! [And no, I'm not performing this year around. I'm too tired and inspiredless. As if I am always inspired.]

I have to arrange a proper time with Pn Shaja to do my English Oral Test with her. Everyone was panicking when today was the day in which we have no free classes and no one did the Oral yet. When it's English period, Mr Rizal (who I have to say is a nice person, and yet a not so reliable English teacher) told us that Pn Shaja is not in, and the panic meter rises. Mei Xin stood up and saved the day by telling us that next week is the last week, not this Friday. I'm going to talk about Haruki Murakami, and now I have to memorise all of these facts. Pray for me.

I am not quite accustommed to Mozilla, in fact a few sites looked bad or better, and i think I have to re-do my livejournal layout again because it's not in the centre with Mozilla... I decided to force myself to love Mozilla Firefox, because everyone's using it.

One thing that I am quite dissapointed with school right now is the current status of the Form 3s. They have been so caught up with this 'scene', no, wait, they don't know what's that! I mean "Emo"-sters of Myspace which has led them to stick their hair with gel into the "Emo"-sters style and still maintaining a bad diction of English. Come on, have substance, not style. All of you look the same now. And all of you are bound to get bad points for your future. I'm really sad.

2005-07-17T18:07:00.000+08:00

Cross-posted from Livej.

Basically, One Utama is our playground, and these people are the most precious thing I'll ever have, you know. & I do still walk like a crab/Lutfi eventhough I'm wearing tudung/hijabing but hmm yeah.

We planned to watch Fantastic 4, but Afnan said it's boring and it's fully booked. The next thing was Amityville Horror, but the line was busy so we decided to go around OU to annoy his friend which he wanted to annoy. And then we had our lunch at Shakey's. Our table is like a riot or something. Probably we're noisier than the table that was celebrating someone's birthday. Our table was outside, so Bo & I had fun or had ourselves disgusted at the Malaysian teenagers who tried to be all punk and emo but still wears a trucker cap now. & we planned to take another bowl of soup.
Afnan & Bo
Afnan and Amir Bo were drinking at the same time and they looked like the sweetest couple (haha!) but then I didn't managed to catch that one, so we have a staged one instead. D:
Bo: Mmm! *eats the chicken soup, then holds out the spoon*... for the soul! // Aida's fettucine tasted like plastic. // HI I AM THE ULTIMATE LAME-O BECAUSE I DID THAT. No, really, I mean, yeah. Like. Look at my short fingers. // Meet Teh Lulu!
Then of course, there's the antique way of eating a pizza done by Afnan, and me trying to amuse myself by, well, taking a half spoonful of chicken soup and pour it into my Pepsi. Then I drank it. That's it people, I'm disgusting, and I did it in a trance. I freaked myself out, too.

After that, we walked to GSC and the lines were long, and went to the other cinema, TGV, and the lines were long as well (and Aida & I did not want to wach Amityville, ehehe) so we walked around and decided to go to Dream World! The place of photobooths and purikura! We were practically running around the photobooths and looked at our reflections at the screen. Then Afnan had a smart idea of saving money, so he said, "why don't we go to a photobooth and use my camera?"
Aida & I being dorks. // HAHA AFNAN YOU POSER. He actually brought his shades along. // Nan: See, it looks like we're in television! // Dorks. Ngeee. :3

And we head off to our top priority, THE destination, aka The Wind Tunnel. No one was watching.
Bo & I tried to close the door, but failed miserably. The wind was blowing from the outside so there's a strong gush of wind when you stand near the opening! // Me // Bo! // And then there's the group pictures:
Bo looking like his usual tall smiley kiddy self, Aida looking like Aida, me looking like making a face like an annoying kid on myspace ZOGM!, and Afnan with sepet eyes. // The placement of my eyes is. Uhm. well. I WAS LOOKING AT THE WALL. // I'm sorry, but WTF at my expression? It's like I'm enjoying something which was not meant to be enjoyed. I WAS LOOKING AT THE WALL, I SERIOUSLY WAS.

And then there's Bo's turn to have fun with the wind:
See, he has the face of a kid but the height(and voice) of a man. // Weee! // Weee! // GAH HE'S SO ADORABLE IN THIS PICTURE I FEEL LIKE.... PINCHING HIM OR FEED HIM OR SOMETHING. //
And now he looks like the other Amir in my old boarding school. Woah, I can say that now. Like, my old boarding school. Woah. Ok.

Then we went around, not knowing what to do. Went to read a few magazines at MPH because there's the Harry Potter hype everywhere and I'm not really up to it. I mean, I don't have the book now. I know who died. I don't want to pay RM99.90. Afnan took a "Men's Magazine" and there's the bloody Jon Johnson of Manhunt. I hate him. We really wanted Rob Williams to win, but, eh. So there's nothing else to do and since all of us are practically saving our money that we actually lack of. Then Bo said that there's the Yamaha Music Store and probably we could try the drums there, and YES WE CAN. They're giving out lessons so now I'm going to try to convince my mum. Yayay. So I tried, but for some reason I was being way too shy and excited about it I felt like slapping myself, and I probably pissed the guy off. Probably. The guy was friendly though, eventhough he just simply read my JUICE magazine but it's okay. He explained everything about the classes offered, and then when he left, I tried the drums again, but another guy looked through the glasses and I am utterly ashamed. What else, that guy turned out to be ALDA. FROM JAMTANK. Except, I didn't tell him who am I, and thank goodness my friends were not calling my name at the moment. & Bo showed off his mad skillz.Not only that, he kept doing the plane crashing sound as well.

AFTER ONE UTAMA, went to Akarkarya to see Amir Bo's band. With Ming Han, Jeffrey, Joshua, Jien Hoong (OMG, Js! k sorry random) and Ferlyn. They're playing Broken for LEO and Interact's Installation, so yeah. Ferlyn was nervouse because she thought her voice wasn't that good. But she's okay. Amir Bo is the happiest person in the world because he gets to play all the solo and show off his mad skillz again. My coloursplash decided to flash in this studio too, when the rest of the day IT DIDN'T.
Bo check check check it out. // Aida ! // Aida & Nan. // Aida & Nan again. //
Why are there pictures of them together? :O OH NOES MY NOSE THIS IS A CONSPIRACY. // Hmm okay. // The band // The band again

On Friday was the glorious Prizegiving Day, and the whole choir team was nervous. Our teacher who was in charged was not there! So it was all up to us to calm things down. But everything went well, thankfully :) Khidir came! Yay! It felt weird to see him wearing MRSM clothes, but, hey, turned out that he's not in the BWP, but Noriman is! Ahaha. As the head of the Sports Bereau (sp?). Shafiq E. was there as well, and I have to say he looks better in that uniform. And Nouri? Well, he has to be an exxaggeration. Since he's from MCKK, he has the white pants on, and a maroon blazer which he stole from a prefect. HAHA smart move, man, smart move. So everything was fine and super, except now I have a lot of homework to do and stuff about Interact's Installation, so goodbye!
SO THERE'S YOUR UPDATE.

i'm a sucker for the art of dance.

2005-07-06T23:01:00.000+08:00

music Sheila On 7 : Berhenti Berharap

The new interact BOD is up, and eventhough I didn't get the post, I have to say that I am happy with the results :] And I know it's due to my inactiveness in the club (but that's because of my stay at MJSC Jasin, so, yeah) but it's okay. :) Anyway, the new BODs are:

President ---> Karina
Vice President 1 ---> Shannon
Vice President 2 ---> Marxha
Secretary ---> Yien Hsiu
Vice Secretary ---> Felicia
Treasurer ---> Jia Hui
Finance Director ---> Kar Yan
Vice Finance Director ---> Kok Chwynn
Club Director ---> Jian Hao
Vice Club Director ---> Nathaly
IU Directors ---> Karisha & Su Mei
Community Service ---> Trishil
Vice Comm Service ---> Eeshwer
Sargeant At Arms ---> Dina & Justin
Editor ---> Poh Guan

The two Vice President thing is the greatest move to be ever made.

The past weekend I went to Cheer 2005. No, DU was not in, haha. I doubt they can. I don't think our team still exists. But we just went there for fun, Azim, Aida and I were curious about a cheerleading competition and just wondering how great it is. We had to take a long ride in the LRT, and then it comes to my mind how Kuala Lumpur is a scary place to be. The people there, especially, have been showing the forlorn faces and unsatisfied at all costs, and how their tone for a service reply comes out harsh. I don't know, I am probably used to Damansara Utama way too much. In fact, the only shopping mall that I regular go (and too regular to be exact) is One Utama, and the furthest I went is KLCC, and that was for the VI treasure hunt. So, yeah. Not that DU people are way to friendly, but at least they do have this way of ignoring you in a silent way. Not unlike KL. Or probably I'm just being way too bias.
But anyways, Cheer, was unexpectedly good. I mean, okay, well, I'm a sucker for the art of dance. Anything that is synchronized and does a crapload of motion is a plus. Eventhough it consists of giggly girls that jump around too much for their own good. But, yeah. SMKDJ's Dynamitez was way too good and amazing. To compare them with the rest, they are the ones that deserve the victory. Look at the goddamn school spirit, man! Well, can't really beat SMKBUD4. They have 6 buses full of supporters, and a part of the stadium was filled with blue all over! But their choreography was brilliant! All in all, DJ won first place (and they deserve it) and BUD4 won second (YAY! Go Afnan's school!) and Seafield's Boys team won third. Woohoo! They were so cute. Who cares about them being faggoty, they're good. But I didn't go to the second day, though.
So now, if DU were to have a team, we will call em the DUrians, and instead of pom-poms, we will use real DUrians. YAY.

After Cheer, Aida and I went to One Utama to buy Yien Hsiu's present. We bumped into LUTFI (!!! He was wearing a black jacket. Me too. !!!), Dhee and her *ehem ehem*, Hann and after that we walked around with Afnan. Afnan brought his Blitzerz banner around, so I was being a fool walked around with it while waving it around and put it around my head cos I'm random and I'm cool. Troy might think I'm a bozoe and totally decided to stop giving me discounts. Ahihih. We went into the "Wind Tunnel", but there were people behind the trollies at the far end doing... something so we quickly went outside. The second time it's only two workers smoking, so we just continued and take pictures (as usual). I was tired so we went to sit at the red benches outside with me browsing thru the new KLue magazine UNTIIIIIIIIIL.... we saw Kaer. From AF2. *squeals* I don't care if he's gay or faggoty or something, he is something that I will put on my mantelpiece or just someone nice to take pictures of. He was with his friends, but, yeah. Afnan told us that he flirted with him once, and I went, " YOU LUCKY BASTARD T____T." We commented on the repeat of Manhunt, and Afnan and I still agree that Rob William should have won because he knows everything and he's gay. Yay.

They're going to make Da Vinci Code into a movie !! The casts:
Tom Hanks --> Robert Langdon (after reading it I actually thought this is a bit.. eh)
Audrey Tautou --> Sophie Neveu (!!! My favourite French actress! I know she can do this, but it might be weird to be driving at a rapid speed)
Paul Bettany --> SILAS AKA THE ALBINO. YAYAY.

One thing that we (meaning me and Dina) should avoid : QUEER AS FOLK ANIMATED ICONS cos it's not nice for our virgin eyes. Probably un-virgin eyes. Haha. I mean, the Death Note doujinshi came first. SO. Uh. Ya.

2005-06-28T22:48:00.000+08:00

music Orange Range : Onegai! Senorita

Obviously, if I get my hands on the IU Director post and do that Japanese Wicked Style IU Day, I am so going to perform this song. ORANGE RANGE IS LURVE. Teehee. I'm on a downloading spree right now, and I guess I have to delete a few Dir En Grey videos and manga scanlations (!!! WAIT HOW THIS IS EVIL DEATH NOTE IS LOVE! I don't even dare to delete the old chapters. And doujinshis. And the parodies on crack. Teehee)

Things that I have downloaded:
albums Orange Range - MusiQ ; Iron & Wine - Our Endless Numbered Days ; Patrick Wolf - Lycanthropy ; Dir En Grey - more random songs ; Peter Pan - Taman Langit
videos Dir En Grey - 304 (Totchi is such a cute insane dork!) ; Dir En Grey - [KR]Cube (DIE IS SUCH A HUGE DORK HE'S SO ADORABLE IN THIS VIDEO) ; The making of Obscure ; The making of [KR]Cube (!!! MORE DORKY DIE) ; More misadventures of Sexy, Single, And Still Availabe aka Jin Ern, Tat Leong and Choong Wai.
mangas 2 Death Note parodies ; 1 Loveless special about Soubi and Ritsuka swapping places.
And now I'm waiting for Loveless OST. Weee ^^
AND THIS FLASH IS DEATH NOTE/BLEACH/HARRY POTTER/SAMURAI CHAMPLOO/OTP LOVE. "Oh, sexy librarian. Don't you know I'm loaded?" XDD

I watched HOWL'S MOVING CASTLE AND IT IS ABSOLUTELY AMAZING BECAUSE DUH DIANA WYNNE JONES + HAYAO MIYAZAKI = THE BEST THING TO HAPPEN ON EARTH. And I like how they focus more on the war, and how it is different than the book, and how the real Witch of the Waste Land's real self is one cute old lady with round eyes. And of course, the relationship between Howl and Sophie is the sweetest thing ever. Seriously. Watch it!

Things at school seems pretty okay. I mean, come on, Ramli Burger is here to save my day during recess. Especially with the Beef Special which is just for RM2!! That's cheap, yow. Except for the past two days I've been fasting, and now I only have 3 more days and I'm done yay! Basically, less work, nicer Add Maths and Mod Maths teachers I have now. Today, the current BOD members had their holiest meeting and by this Friday (I guess) we will know the new BOD members!!! I'm really scared and excited at the same time. I hope I'll get the IU Director post, I hope, I hope.
Now I kind of regret that I didn't sign up for the Young Entrepeneurs (sp?) Club, or not I'll be under Patrick, and I'll be happy to be under a company called ExtraorDUnary. Truly DUrians.

On Monday, the Prefects Installation was held, so most teachers didn't come inside the class. And I have to admit, that Hanafi looks better in green. Or basically in shirts with long sleeves + ties. The uniform suits him more. And speaking about Hanafi, I really really really miss 4 Jati. Damn, Ee Ven! You as the class monitor please kidnap me and put be back beside your seat. You need your seat partner, right? ;] I need to go to Smart Shop and buy that cute sewing machine like Ee Ven's for RM98. It's white and all the knobs are pink in colour. !!! Must have must have must have. And oh, be proud, because I finally reorganise my shelf and a lil bit of my room. Kak Ima gave me a beautiful Roxy file (eventhough I don't really like the brand, but the file is too irresistable!), which is so beautiful I am going to keep it as one of my long time possessions. And I gave it a name. I always give name to all of my beloved possessions (and also crushes, but, ahihihhi). Azim suggested to give it an intelligent name, so I call it Teh Pholio. :D

Yazid had his right arm cut off due to cancer. ]: I don't know what to say, really.

you are... my faaaaa-yer!

2005-06-24T18:01:00.000+08:00

music Jin Ern, Tat Leong, Choong Wai : their rundown version of BSB's song

OMG I'm cracking myself up with them. See, this is what 4 Belian kids do when they're bored. 4 Belian? Isn't that the top class among the Form 4s? YES! And we kids know how to make fun when we need it. Haha. Too bad I'm not in that class, but these videos were taken by Aida's cam. First attempt // second attempt // they reached the chorus!

Yesterday I went to Starbucks with Azim, just following her meeting with her friend Syahrain and have a nice drink [and finish my English essay about Discipline Must Begin At Home. I think my whole essay is another pointless essay. Heck, I doubt it has any connection with the title at all!]. I've never liked coffee. I like the smell, but I had tried to drink it but the taste just irks me. Even Coffee Bean's, or Starbucks. But yesterday I decided to go for something different than the usual hot chocolate, so I went like, okay, one Frappucino Rhumba because Azim was pestering me to drink it. And I discovered two facts
i) Frap Rhumba is the best coffee ever
ii) Caffeine makes me less hyper and sleepy.
The dude at the counter was probably flirting with us, but he said that me and Azim are twins. WTF. So anyway, we sat behind the guys of Ruffedge, that one, can't remember which, the one with the big hair and everything. And later on these Chinese families will come in, the elder females were wearing halter-tops and full make-up, and yet they brought their youngest child around. It felt so funny and weird. The girl decided to play chess with her father instead, while the others were sitting on the sofa and laughed around like they don't have their father or lil sister around. & it was weird.
I learnt that Fatin doesn't enjoy Bangi. I miss her ]: She's like, my own sister or something. She's really fun and crazy and all those things. ]: I saw my neighbour, Iqa's two brothers came in and I didn't recognised them at first and didn't smile back at them. I turned towards Azim, and both of us went like, "... wait, wasn't that Iqa's brothers?"
i can't wait to drivvvve.

Today, on 24th of June 2005, is the holiest day for the next BODS! The bloody interview was scary. Aida had to be in Group 2, the group aiming for President or Vice President, in which she wasn't really aiming for. And it was scary! Waiting in 5 Belian with one by one going and going... Not to mention how I need to memorise the song, the board members, and the bloody goals. And then there were only 5 left, and we figured that now they're going by random. So me & dina, not wanting to wait much longer, went downstairs and sat int he corner of the corridor with al the Form 1s coming through and looking at us like we're beggars or something. And then Pui Shen came out and called for Trishil and Dina. And we waited for a long time, and I think it's not approximately 5 minutes. HAHA.
Suddenly, it was my turn. I had my (almost) full confidence on, and my interviewers were Sumisha, the current IU Director and THE HOLY MASTER OF STRICTNESS(or, AUTISTIC!) : CHENG WEI. Oh Shit.

The interview was... fine, actually. I think I did a pretty good job. Cheng Wei had to explain to Sumisha about me being at boarding school for a while. I rambled on and on about nothing, and Cheng Wei would just sum up my rambles in one short sentence. Heh heh. About my second choice, Club Director, I don't think I gave a good answer, but I was not aiming for Club Director anyway! So now it's either the International Understanding Director or IT Director/webmistress. But I still prefer the first, though. I don't mind getting 2 posts. BOAHHA ok.
Cheng Wei asked for my comments about the current interact site, and I said: "well, he (Chan Guang Yu, the current webmaster) should update it frequently, and... the layout is not that nice?" and he asked who's the IT Director, and asked me whether he's in the room or not. I looked behind him and said, "uh, no. *geeky smile*"

So now, I'm back at home, being all tired and stuff, and hoping that I'll be the next IU Director, so I WILL RULE THE WOOORLD! BOHAHA.
Dina created the first T-Shirt of our TEH PWNZORZ BAND, MOCHEL! YAY!

I'm sorry, but Toshiya has got to be the best dork I've ever seen.

2005-06-22T22:57:00.000+08:00

music Dir En Grey : Obscure

Hands down, like seriously, this has got to be the best Dir En Grey song [for me]. Not only that this is the first song I actually listened it whole (my first was The Final, if I'm not mistaken, given by Lina, but I wasn't paying that much attention). Even before I watched the video I was already hooked to this song. Probably the closest genre that you could match up this song to is... nu-metal? but it's not like nu-metal. Kyo's crazy vocals have got to be the gem, from deep growling to haunting high-pitch is just so... woah. THEN comes the PV. Oh god. The Japanese woman freaked me out. Die eating his heart out is so, woah. This is a must see, man.

School is going fine, basically the only person that I'm talking in class is Farhana. I still prefer my beloved 4 Jati. I've been with it for a long time, and Ee Ven needs her seat buddy! And the Chinese people there are the ones that I am terribly familiar with, while the ones in 4 Keledang is not the ones that I'm really close with. Sigh. I guess I'll have to try to live with it. Hey, at least I'm back in DU. YES. Nothing, I say nothing, can replace this town. DU is beautiful. DAMANSARA UTAMA IS LOVE.
I should make a DU colour bar. HAHAH Ok shut up now.

Tomorrow is the day where they'll tell the shortlisted nominees for the 2005/2006 Interact Board!! I hope I'll get in, I hope I'll get in, I hope I'll get in. A lot of people are aiming for the IU Director, and now I'm scared that I'm not eligible enough. I should have asked for the webmaster. I'm committed enough to do that. But noooo I wrote Club Director as my second choice. Hmm. Smaaaaaaart me. But I really really want to. If I got in, the next I'll do is get a long skirt for me. :D

So I still have 2 more Neon Genesis Evangelion CDs to go. I don't think that at first it was that good, since Shinji's been annoying the hell out of me. But later on I kind of understand the pain that he have to go through, but, hey, don't go way too emo for your own good! Now the annoying Asuka is out, I guess things will be better. *Remembers the running Jet Alone robot* XDD But I can't wait for Episode 24! KAWORU NAGISA! Yay shounen-ai kinna thing is going to happen ^^
Speaking about shounen-ai, I really really really want to watch Loveless! I only have volume 1 and 2 of the manga, and now there's already 5 volumes out. I'd like to know what's the fuss about Seimei being evil and all that jazz! And I didn't know that there'll be some shoujo-ai in it, too. The Zero Team. I thought they were annoying. Haha. Ok. AND WHAT'S THIS ABOUT RITSUKA OR RITSU OR WHOEVER THE OTHER PERSONALITY IS LOSING HIS EARS? I so need to download the anime.

Hmm. I need to continue with my sketches.

the end of the beginning.

2005-06-21T23:49:00.000+08:00

music Joanna Newsom : En Gallop

I need a new name and space and everything to clear things up. And I even brought Aoyagi Ritsuka from the manga Loveless by Yun Kouga with me to celebrate my new home! Hurrah! And I think afi-techture is a better name, don't you think? Mainly this will focus more on my daily lives and obsessions, while I'm going to change my livejournal into something more personal. I'm working on my website at the moment, so be prepared! More infos and collections will come soon. Now I have to dodge my sister's obsession with Morning Musume... T_T and galore, this is my first anime layout and the layout that I downloaded from another site. Wee.